Experiences of Ilahinoor
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Karen's first experience of receiving the energy from Kiara: I had a very powerful, palpable experience of the energies coming in through my face, then descending into the body, primarily on the left side. They came with a great deal of swirling turbulence, like an unstable solution or the action of a washing machine. The energies swirled for some time in the face and head, then in the heart / throat / soul center area, and then moved down the left side into the second chakra area, where they stayed for a long time. The turbulence continued to churn, and left in its wake a feeling of absolute stillness in each area as it moved on. It finally came to rest in the base chakra, in the form of a bubbling bowl, gently curving -- clearly a container for the energies to be deeply embodied. It felt lovely. The deep, rich stillness continued to intensify and grow more firmly rooted as I continued to sit and invite the energies to land within me. There was an unmistakable sensation of their Presence within me, and I knew beyond all doubt that they would always be there, for they had become part of me. They would also be able to be transmitted if that were the intention. I was pulled very deep within, as the energies landed and took root, and stayed immobile in a deep, rich space for a long time. The energies began to go down the legs and into the feet, where I felt them take residence. This process did not feel as fully manifest as it will be over time. As all of this was occurring, there was a strong sense of the Middle East. I felt a sense of oneness with the land, the people, and the ancientness of it all. The image of people wearing long robes and walking on the earth barefoot arose and stayed for some time, along with a quiet, subtle yearning for or remembrance of this way of being. Perhaps the energies of Ilahinoor carry this template of the human experience, somehow. Since this time the energy went down the left side, I was curious what might happen with a second transmission, so I asked Kiara to send ilahinoor to me again a week later. This time it went straight to the area around the right eye where a serious case of shingles had occurred a few years ago. The energies rooted around there for quite some time, and then subsided, and I felt the experience was complete. *** My friend gave me the Ilahinoor transmission and it has changed my life. I have been doing healing work in Oregon for 20 years. I have never felt the joy and healing that has come from the Ilahinoor energy before. I feel blessed from it. I have had Lyme disease for a long time, and ilahinoor has helped me tremendously in the short weeks since her transmission. A friend and I have been giving each other ilahinoor transmissions daily, putting it into our feet. For years I had very little physical energy, due to the Lyme disease. Now I can hike for many miles without feeling tired! *** I have received lots of deeksha from lots of people this past 1.5 years. And I have received lots of deeksha over the phone from Arthur. When he started chanting on the call you were on last Wednesday, I noticed a wide stream of bright liquid light flowing from above into me. I made note that that quality of Presence was so different from all the other deeksha via Arthur and from other oneness blessing givers. I also noticed that the next day, I was really enjoying doing errands, something I usually dislike and can't wait to be done with. I felt very present, in the body, and satisfied/nurtured by doing the tasks. When I finally read the Ilahinoor material, some of the descriptions seemed to fit my experience very closely, even though Arthur was chanting oneness deeksha ammabhagavan. Since then, the refrain I-laaaaa-hee-noor has moved through me spontaneously accompanied with the downflow of a wide stream of bright liquid light that enters the crown, zips down to the belly, splits down the legs and out the soles into tiny light-filled roots. Quite amazing. The energy feels so right/needed/good/balancing. The Ilahinoor energy feels to me like that complete relaxation that occurs when falling into a big soft chair after a long hard day. The chair provides deep rest and support as I realize I didn't know how tired and out-of-balance I was. Or how a long drink of fresh water tastes after not realizing how thirsty I actually had become. Ilahinoor really does enlifen/enliven. One last experience I treasure from the telcon and the Ilahinoor transmission is the fact that this energy is so freely accessible. Barry and Karen are certainly not 'teachers' with some power to bestow. I felt grateful for their suggestions based on their and others' experiences, and completely free to watch how Ilahinoor wants to move through me. It is delicious to meet spiritual friends, who are not 'gurus'. Thank you for doing just what you are doing. *** Thank you both for your phenomenal presentation and transmission last night. I still feel the waves of Light flowing through my body and soul. I had an unusual dream experience last night which I want to share. I awakened in the dream surrounded by Light. I heard a voice come out of the Light saying, "I am Ilahinoor. I am the Angel of Light. Call upon me by my name and I will transmit my Light to you and to all you call upon me to touch. I am the Ilahinoor, I am the Angel of Light." This is unusual because I am a man of science. This is the first time I have ever had such a dream. I don't often even remember my dreams. This morning I awakened feeling like I was glowing. I think I know what "luminous" means now. This morning I did group therapy for 40 alcoholics/addicts in our Recovery Home. With their permission I did my first transmission of Ilahinoor. (I asked Ilahinoor to touch each of them.) There was an immediate visible change. The normal addict negativism lifted. There was a feeling of lightness and almost joy. The next day, all 40 transmitted ilahinoor to each other. All I could do was break down in tears. Then, on Family Day, 100 people gave the energy to each other. The same thing happened. The entire Universe stopped -- was in between breaths -- nothing and everything at the same time. It makes me weep with tears of joy. Conflicts have been reduced by 75%, and this is the week of the full moon. Everything was so peaceful, everyone went around the grounds in silence, like monks in a cloister. Eighteen people are in detox now, and usually they go through excruciating pain. They still have pain, but they were almost peacefully transitioning. The detox usually takes a few days, and it took a few hours! We don't touch each other at the house. All of this was done by sending ilahinoor with intention and by name. As everyone joined in chanting "I-la-hi-noor", it just went where it wanted to go, in waves. It is such a beautiful sound, to hear 100 people chanting -- the vibration is tremendous. Then this holy hush comes over them. When I fully integrate, I will give a transmission to my Yahoo Group, PeaceCenterWithin. I started the Group in 1999 with 4 members. It now has over 4800. I will continue to receive your teachings and Transmissions on a regular basis. Thank you and Ilahinoor for your beautiful and very special mission service. I have read every word of your web site and am now working on Charles Berner's Manual. *** This is beautiful energy. I'm connecting with Divine Mother. The world is full of God - I see love even in inanimate objects. I'm also having amazing interactions and transformations with people I know (even in the public school setting!) - visible turnarounds, awarenesses in others who aren't thinking anything about the Divine Mother's gentle enfolding love energy. I am completely in love with everything and everyone! And it's not really me. At least not the me I'm used to thinking of as me. I feel gently taken over or filled up. Daily meditations inviting this energy in are so wonderful. I enjoyed giving the energy more than I did receiving. I actually enjoy receiving through my meditation, although it was very pleasant to receive from others as well. *** This morning I thought about Ilahinoor and called that energy in. The most beautiful, gentle, loving energy filled me. It was so gentle. It allowed more of my pain and brought it out. I cried for joy, for the whole thing. My vision feels different. It's like I can see more of what's love peeking through what goes on out here. I'm ecstatic in the most mellow sort of way. Wow. *** It was very strong and grounding and embodying, yet in all its power it was also gentle. I am deeply grateful for it. When the time came to share it, in the giving there was more receiving of the energy in a more grounded way, just as it happens when giving deeksha. In giving, I also experienced my own healing. Parts of my body started to relax spontaneously as I was laying my hands to give the energy. *** What I've been noticing is that in addition to my own experiences of the intensification of the lower chakra dynamics, that similar themes are showing up in the folks who are coming to me for massage/sound healing treatments. *** I think all three of us were somewhat lost for words in terms of describing it, but I'll give it a try. It definitely seems to be in the same general family of the dark feminine, although I experience it as gentler... a whisper, blackness, soft, velvety, clear as water. • Both R. and I experienced this velvety whispery blackness as a soft hand holding on the left side of our face for a while • As A. got ready to give to me, I experienced a deep feminine black fullness descending on me from above. It was very tangible, and quite similar to what I experienced when I received transmission from Karen on Saturday night. • At one point, while receiving it from A., I experienced it, and then myself, as this clear velvety black void/space with no boundaries anywhere. • While receiving from A., I also experienced it at one point as very gentle descending swirls in my upper body. • When I gave, it came to me to use some simple holds, first both hands on top of the belly, then one on top and one under the back, then one on top and one at the heart, and finally belly and forehead. • The ilahinoor soul quality is quite similar to other velvety blackness qualities I am familiar with, but also different, so even if it was clearly present, I found myself scanning around a little before falling into it when giving. As you said, all that was needed was to trust it. • While giving, it started out with me as a channel, then it all happening over where my recipient was, and then all here with me - knowing that this would invite the recipient into the same space. The last one was by far most comfortable and easy for me, partly because it is what I am familiar with from a form of bodywork I am doing (finding it in myself, which allows the recipient to fall into it.) • The bodywork has Sufi connections, and the ilahinoor soul quality seemed very compatible with it... They both seem to invite in a sense of alive presence, fullness, deeply nurturing and comforting, a deep quiet peace, very much hara/belly centered. I can see that it may come through most easily for me in bodywork session, especially in the (long) hara/belly holds. *** To me Ilahinoor has a dark light, moist inner earth/plant vibrating quality that feels ideal for growing. The plant kingdom called to me after being introduced to Ilahinoor, too. It tripped me out that even lumber on the side of a store under construction communicated. *** This energy has a completely different feeling from that of the deeksha. Based on this experience, it seems the Ilahinoor energy offers the exact, perfect complement to the deeksha transmission -- an energetic balancing we see a lot of people needing, without knowing they need it! *** Thanks so much for sharing this energy with us. I immediately felt the energy come in through my crown chakra. It was intense. Then it proceeded to spread through out all my chakras focusing on the throat and heart especially in the area around the heart and more toward the left side. You said it wouldn't leave a lot of heart pounding or palpitations but I felt extreme pounding in the heart and I could hear myself breathing. I wasn't scared but quite calm. I somehow knew it was ok and would pass which it gradually did. The energy moved down into my lower chakras and extremities and I felt warmth and heaviness in my hands and feet. This went on for some time and when F. came over to tell me it was time to share the energy I said that I couldn't move, which I couldn't -- that is, get up from a laying down position. Both he and M. put their hands on me and it felt good but I still couldn't move. After some time I did get up and went over to them and put my hands on them also. It felt a little like when I did Reiki but not so hot of an energy, more healing and soothing. While I was still laying down I heard a voice say "This is what you came here to do." And before that the words of Jesus that greater things than he we would do. After we were all done we still didn't feel like talking much but shared that it was very intense and powerful for us. I feel so blessed to have received this grace through you two and the promise of being able to pass it on to others. *** an update... not sure if this is what "should " be happening. lots and lots of grief bubbling up. deep tears. And now a strong desire to have my body physically loved. This is really disturbing me as I am not familiar with this feeling.... and I don't have anyone that i feel I can trust to allow this with . I've been happily alone for a year and suddenly I have to have loving touch and NOW. (I don't mean sexual). So many tears. Perhaps this is just myself waking up in my body but it's scary. Can you recognize this feeling? have others gone through this? *** Not one person who has received Ilahinoor and or the Love-Oneness has felt depressed, suicidal, or manic. Some have gone through stronger emotions than before, but all seem to be able to handle them. And, the "high" from the transmissions is more of a wave of peace than what you describe. I have worked personally with most of the receivers. The ones I don't know haven't reported back any negatives. I have actually found that giving repeated transmissions about three weeks later (as in my client's cases) helps them settle deeper into the peace and love they feel. Since I haven't received Diksha I don't know how to compare this. Perhaps we don't need diksha after all. When we have deepened with the two energies people feel more balanced and more creative and less afraid. *** It feels very wonderful to see and feel the changes that happen with ilahinoor. It is like a gentle mother coming and comforting and showing everything is going to be all right. *** Experience from a young man in Sweden about Ilahinoor. First he didn't notice much at all during the receiving almost thought nothing was happening, then after a short while it became very powerful. It was very balancing on the body. He felt like the body expanded, and things he looked at also was his body (like oneness on a body plane). The body felt tremendous, and very grounded, it felt very relaxed, he says that it is a nice feeling even now a few days afterwards. He is very positive to the effects. He also is very positive that it is something for everyone, that it freely can spread. *** quieting of the mind, very similar to deeksha in this aspect. yet they are very different energies. I find my mind is quiet and I am peaceful. yet I am quite functional, able to thrive in my work and I feel very energetic and balanced. I call on the ilahinoor energy a few times a day, which keeps me balanced. With time, i find my state deepening, so today, it was hard to even think a thought at certain times. The purification has also been very profound. in fact i had to go on a raw diet for a few days just because my body was craving this. I personally find the ilahinoor energy to be more powerful yet integrating then deeksha in many ways...I prefer it...as it helps you integrate deeper states of consciousness in your body, where as with deeksha, i was not really able to function most of the time, i was always in an altered state. I am grateful to have found ilahinoor, it is a profound transformational energy. I know this because I have worked with many energies in the past, what sets this apart is that is also awakens the enlightenment process, as evidenced by the dramatic quieting of the mind. another point, this energy brings up shadow stuff, I went through a few depressive cycles, but you can move through it quite well, because this energy is balanced, you don't feel imbalanced. *** Thank you for your Sharing of the Ilahinoor transmission today. A wonderful time! Yes it is an all pervasive energy and presence. Washed over me for about an hour after the call. I am sensing a strong release "fog" issuing from my field. A kind of homeopathic awareness off old stuff being propelled out. Not actually comfortable , much like a fever calling me to rest and allow it to proceed in its own natural way. It centered in my head and brain with an intensity which really made me smile:) So thanks again .......I will share this Ilahinoor as much as I can. *** Today's experience was beyond my previous episodes with energy. As you described, the energy started like a mist, became mountain dew and settle as spring rain. It was gentle and yet quite intensive. When we reciprocated the transmission, M. and I felt even more swept away by the energy flow. *** I transmitted Ilahinoor to my daughter who definitely has an active stressed-filled & ungrounded life at this time. She told me that she felt movement from the left side of her rib cage & under & around her heart like when you hold a slinky in your hands & move it back & forth from one hand to the other. It was beautiful, she said. Since that time she does feel more grounded & is handling the difficulties in her life with a quietness & calm that transcends what she never dreamed of. She is so very grateful, & knows that what she is feeling is radiating to those in her immediate family. I just thought you would like to know about this wonderful experience. I don't want this to sound like some kind of "high" that I'm on or that "I've been converted to something" it is all very surreal, grounding, joyful, & nurturing ... & I am so grateful to both you & Kiara & those who help you for bringing in this energy of Divine Light & passing it along to others, allowing "us" too, to pass it along. *** My experience with the transmission today was so awesome. I am so grateful to you both for being who you are. And now I'm going to be who I Am. This feeling is like nothing I've ever known. I had a profound feeling of love for my son-in-law when I "landed" .. I've been distressed with some of his actions toward my daughter & did not feel good about or toward him. It's such a beautiful feeling to feel one with him. I am without negative feelings or thoughts about anything or anyone ....... I will hold this feeling until I become it. *** I felt it as a velvety smooth, yin, gentle, embracing, grounded, healing energy which filled my soul and body, particularly felt in the heart, lower tan tien, hands and feet. Very beautiful and blissful. Then I lay in shavasan and slipped into yoga nidra (the state between waking and sleeping). I had a vision, but was so absorbed in it that I didn't know it was a vision or remember the initiation that had just happened. I experienced walking up to my calves in a beautiful refreshing healing stream of living waters, very blessed, the life waters of the Earth! Then I was startled to realize the waters were filled with serpents or perhaps the river consisted entirely of serpents. But I realized they were benevolent and life-giving as they swirled all around my legs caressing my being. Then I realized this was a vision catalyzed by Ilahinoor. I do not use Ayahuasca or psychedelic plants, so visions of rivers of serpents running through the earth are not normal for me at this point in my life :-) I am sharing it around. It's just what many deeksha folks need. *** I received the wonderful ilahinoor energy! It was so special and wonderful, thanks you so much!!!!!!!! In fact no words can describe how powerful and yet gentle the transmission was, a real gift of grace! Please bear in mind, I have received ilahinoor before and I have been working with it quite intensely, but it is always special and nice to receive it. I felt that same familiar sense of inner light, where I literally felt lit up! Here are what I experienced: wonderful sense of lightness and groundedness, very in my body and the miracle was that although it was very cathartic, it was not ungrounded in any way, and I never felt overwhelmed in any way, which was great... In fact I felt after a few hours quite liberated, in that I felt in touch with myself, and very authentic, which i have not felt in a long time -- a sense of being able to not only feel my feelings, but express them! so it helped me to feel grounded enough to express my feelings! Truly liberating, and in essence, therapeutic. It is a wonderful energy. It is interesting because I received a nice deeksha two nights ago, I had stopped receiving deeksha for about a month, as I was descending deeper into a non functional pit. Yet it was a wonderful deeksha, i felt really refreshed and energized. Yet deeksha is inherently unbalanced, in that it seems to focus o the upper chakras. this is not bad, as some have said, although it definitely is cathartic. My experience with deeksha is that it works on breaking up the ego, which can be quite powerful. It got to the point, where I could hardly do my job. but I did get many insights into my ego, yet was not able to actualise my happiness. I realize now that deeksha is just a wonderful energy, albeit powerful. The bad rap it has gotten has much more to do with the people receiving it then deeksha itself, it juts is like a mirror, it shows you the ego. It brings up fears, I know because I am like that too. I get so much resistance. Luckily I have done a lot of healing in the past, i know to recognize my resistance, I also know that resistance is the cause of suffering! So this helps to put things in perspective. I am not sold on deeksha as the ultimate tool, yet I do still like it for what it offers me. So I will still receive it. *** R. saw a White-Gold energy swirl into her crown Chakra, go straight to her heart and then down to her lower Chakras. She was left feeling very grounded and comfortable. This is almost exactly what I experienced when I asked Kiara for it during meditation a couple weeks ago. We can both transmit it easily using our hands, eyes or mind. It comes to us by thinking about it, praying for it or saying Ilahinoor three times. *** Ilahiyoga or Yoganoor? While meditating one morning, I called-in the ilahinoor energy. When that finished, I started my yoga practice. In some of the asanas, I felt moved to chant "iiiiiiiiii-laaaaaaa-hiiiiiiiiiii-nooooooooor", and was surprised at the releases that occurred deepening the asanas. The next day, I chanted ilahinoor in all the asanas and was surprised at how much yummier each one became. It felt as if an inner yoga teacher was gently touching areas that I'd thought were soft but which still could release more. The following day, I got in the asana to the best of my ability and then chanted ilahinoor three times in each asana, only to discover each time that there was always more energy that my body wanted to let go. I also chanted ilahinoor during the transition between the asanas. When I finished and began to move about my day, I felt as if I was liquid light flowing. Ilahiyoga (Divine Yoga) or Yoganoor (Yoga of Light)? Try it yourself and decide. It feels to me Divine Light Yoga - Ilahinooroga! *** I contemplated on the call and the next thing I new, was this feeling I get, I have had for years and I used to say it was like a brick wall all the time i was bouncing off it, and I could not believe all of a sudden I got it was my resistance, I was amazed as I could never figure it out it was never very nice and used to frustrate me no end and I new that it was stopping me from getting where I wanted to go........Then I said to Ned look I think I have got this I am starting to believe in myself all it is is an intent ( which I new every thing was an intent years ago ) but never got it at the level that I needed to. ( Stuck in the mind that has always been my problem) So I said to Ned let us try this with each other so we called up Ilahinoor three times like Karen did and then I placed one hand on the frontal brain and the other one behind the head just under the bone that runs from ear to ear, WELL! would you believe it he said it was amazing, then he did me and I found myself saying thank you thank you and wanted to kneel down with gratitude. *** Recently I was working wih a healer because of an on-going ache in my hip. She mentioned that there was no energy in the area and hardly any flowing up and down my left side. She did some hands-on work and suggested that to get the energy moving I should push my foot into the floor when taking a step. When I practiced simply pushing into the floor without the step, it felt as if my foot was shaking hands with the floor, as if meeting for the first time. Then when taking steps, I came to realize that the floor was really there to support me and that I could trust it to be there for me. With that insight, I felt my spirit-soul descend into my crown and down into my belly, where it softly landed returning home after 5 decades away, when as a 5yo there was a sense that who/how it was was not ok. I realized that the past 1.5 years of frequent reception and transmission of Ilahinoor energy prepared the 'hara' for the spirit-soul to have a wonderful nest to return to and now comfortably reside. |